| stressful life goes on and on and i finally find that is very irritating. facing up keep coming bills.. and looking at my check account with constant money reducing. really wanna ask myself: " wat am i working so hard for?".spending most of my time on working and studying and actually i got nothing. today, i really feel that i dont even worth a thing. you are telling me that u got so much pressure on u and u feel tired and I! really wanna tell u that i dont wanan do it! always think that my life is a lot easier that urs but u were me, u would never know wat to do. i am helping you pay all the bills but please dont take it for granted. dont criticize that i spend my money on nowhere else. just remember i am doing all my responsibilities and u dont hv to gimme a damn! |
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| school is starting next monday.. and i hope i could activate my motivation! forget all the past and start a new leaf! and please dont lemme forget wat i really wanna be... |
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| Merry christmas everyone! |
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| today is not a special day.. but i saw something.. and it makes me feel somthing.. i should forget the pass...please dont remind me the sorrow... please dont let me remember.. i just wanna treasssure the present.. treassure wat i have and my love. concentrate wat i wanna do.. dont ever try to bother me...please lemme forget...i dont wanna care about it anymore. everyone should have a new life now...and i got a person who cares about me, loves me so much. i should definitely forget the pass... living in the past is a pain..torture... friendship.....is fading....slowly.... i am such a happy woman now! wat am i still expecting for? |
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| i will be 20 after tmr..................................... i dont like using xanga now..ahhaha! |
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